Sunday, July 02, 2006
okay i'm having a freaking sore throat now.
grrr.yesterday was... fun in a nonsensical way.
met jiangyang!
like,
finally. should have a first 3 months gathering soon.
but stupid yunsheng is in ns and he is supposed to be the organizer -_-
so anyway, went to get his helmet cuz he's starting his lessons next week.
then we
walked to bugis.
saw the superband contestants but am too short so couldnt see anything.
so we
walked to suntec.
and
walked and
walked.
then
walked to millennia walk.
and
walked to marina square.
then i had the worst starbucks drink ever.
then we
walked to raffles city.
and
walked and
walked.
bet he has never
walked so much in his life before.
heh.
and i managed to resist spending yesterday!
because... we're going on a spree on monday.
oh well.hahaha.
anyway i miss jy's bouncy hair lah.
its so short now.
he's a funny guy.
talked bout his ns stuff which is really whacky and alot of inane but goofy stuff.
whenever i went, "
hey that guy looks cute!"
he'd say, "
where? where?"
hahaha.
when you put 2 people who's full of rubbish, thats what happens.
2
clowns wandering about aimlessly.
and then headed to lau pa sat.
and all i could think of was my bed and air-con.
i know it sucks terribly to love or like someone alot who does not feel the same. i know it's nobody's fault. i know it's inevitable that someone gets hurt. but i know how it feels like to hang on to someone who doesnt even wanna talk to you, let alone like you.the agony inflicted cant be simplified into words. its like you'll start to question how it feels like to be happy. you'll start to wonder whether you'd ever feel joyous and blissful again.you feel lamented. thats probably why i feel guilty. because i'm aware of the pain i've inflicted. it isnt just simply sadness. its like everything seems bleak now. i really dont want all these to happen. i'm sorry.i just cant handle such things right.please dont be so nice.sigh.because there's too much i want to say; because there's too much i can't say. i miss.
take me with you
4:08 PM
